For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is
          THE POWER OF GOD.
          1 Corinthians 1:18

          Why I love Jesus
          Why am I here?
          It all seems so strange to hear
          the darkness that holds my spirit to this earth
          I wonder some times
          what is real?
          Is it you?
          Is it me?
          Can time be experienced in eternity?
          I guess I knew all along.
          For peace I eat this slip of paper
          For joy I fill my lungs.
          I drink and I drink till my hatred fades.
          This all seems so dumb
          What is purpose? What is Destiny.
          Did we lose it all when monkeys stood up
          one aneurism and its over.
          I have become this numb nothingness
          trying to find what is left of my mind.
          Religion is DEAD
          I tryed it all
          The ISM's left me athiest
          Now whats left of my head
          I wish was gone.
          I Just can't take it any more.
          I looked to Budha
          his trip died of rotten shrooms
          I Looked to Allah
          but the moon covered up the fact that he hates me
          There is no more room
          I read the mystics
          but they left me nothing
          and there I sat
          no light
          no peace
          What is Love?
          The pills open up my mind
          just ten more and it will all be over.
          Over over over.
          (Isaiah 53)
          He came to me when I didnt call
          I spit in his face
          as all my evil rested on his head
          It was my pain that killed him
          It was my sorrow that striped his back
          I should be dead
          but he gave me life.
          With what was left I cried to him
          FORGIVE ME LORD OF ALL MY SIN!
          My deceased soul lifted up my final plea
          the innocent for the guilty
          I am made clean again
          The peace that I found was hidden in his love
          My new life belongs to Him
          (John 3:6)
          HE is the way
          HE is the truth
          He will never let you down
          When I was lost he found me
          He came to my pit of despair
          I am now Free
          Unchained from the evil that held me to this earth
          He will give you back your innocence
          If you ask
          Do you want to be born again?
          Do you want a new start?
          He gave to me life when I was dead
          He will do the same for you.
          Jesus is waiting
          How will you choose?

          My Testimony of His Love, by Jason

          I was a magor in philosophy at yuba college. I was looking for something. I guess it was a purpose. I guess it was peace. but I think I just wanted to find out the meaning for it all.
          I tried all different religions. From all kinds of eastern mysticism to mormanism. I tried it all, but nothing fulfilled that aching in my spirit for something real...

          There was a GOD sized hole in my heart that only the true, living Presence of The Lord could fill.


          I had reached the point of athieism. I gave up on my spiritual journey.
          That's when something finally happened.
          It all started in the bathroom at the hospital.
          My wife was 4 months pregnant with my son Isaiah and she began to have problems. We thought she was going to miscarry my son. This thought frightened me.
          I began to realize how pointless this all seemed. My son was going to die and there was nothing I could do about it.
          In desperation I cried out to some one I didnt even believe in.
          Through the tears that streamed down my face I prayed:


          "God, who ever you are, I know I've messed up alot. Every promise I have ever made to you I failed. I really want to know you but it all seems so unreal.
          I know I dont deserve this, but if you can give me one more try, I promise I won't let you down.
          If you save my son, I will give you my life, what is left of it. Just reveal to me who you are...."


          When I walked back into my wifes room, God did just that.

          My son Isaiah (on the right, with his sister and brother)...


          was alright.

          Joy like I hadn't felt in a long time came to me.
          That night I prayed again, "God, who are you?"
          Sounds like a stupid question but the answer changed my life forever.
          The only book I was able to find that night was a bible.
          When I had finished hours of reading about Jesus Christ and how much he loved me and how he gave his life for my sins, I made a decision to serve him.


          He gave me what I had been looking for all this time.
          He can do the same for you.


          Call on Jesus right now and ask him.
          For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever belives in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16
          That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and belive in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
          For it is with your heart that you belive and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved. Romans 10:9-10
          For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God--
          Not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8-9


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